01/08/2012
Memorial
Vigorous plants push
Up through cement, to live, and thrive;
As for her, she fell last Friday
Through the same little crack
She sprang from
As though it were an abyss.
She disappeared
Where only last week there were sprouting greens
And the smell of living perfume
Before getting the chance time honors:
To see what lies around the bend.
I can’t hold any blame in my heart;
Which one of us among my family
Hasn’t considered it?
Don’t ever believe the act itself is greedy,
Just pain-streaked and desperate blind.
Strikes me, in the math of personal loss,
Very little in this vast space
I grew into
Has to do with me or mine,
But simply being here, I touch
All that
Surrounds me.
This can only mean that I feel an imperative
To love even the smallest traces she left
Across me and mine and look
Very earnestly up at the sky.
January 11, 2012 at 1:14 am
More touching to me than i can express.
January 11, 2012 at 3:11 am
Thanks, Sue! Thanks for reading. Means a lot to me.